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Monday, June 22, 2009

hati berdebar???adakah aku benar...?

Salam,
ari sbtu lepas aku ke 1 event sumwhere in k.l
it's quite familiar among people in M'sia la..
hrm,tmpat dak2 lpak..
ok dat tyme aki follow wif ma family..
nothng la..
just 4 fun right..
then,ak jln2..
pusing2..
hrm,dlm hati if aku b'jumpa dgn dia i'll blog him from my ms....
if not aku x wt tndakan ap2 la...
but then,my father nk stop kt 1 place ni..
nk jumpa org..
dr jauh lg ak da prasan dia ad kt situ..
aku nmpak dia happy gler...
wif his fren..
aku salam la dgn org di sekeliling aku tuh...
he also saw my father,
then he turn back to see who's following..
i think he just want to see dat whether i be there or not..
yea,he not lucky coz i've been there..
dat tyme my jantung just Allah knows...
berdebar sgt2...
utk hilangkn debar aku pergi jauh dr tmpat tu..
i call my fren..
she's got problem..
so,i settle her problem n get back to da place...
then i look him sit at the chair lonely...
he's not happy as b4..
i dunno..is it b'coz of my father or wat..
i think he doesn't like me if i being there..
hm,i dunno...i think so..
lagi pown mayb is exactly different the surronding in ms n outside..
in ms we can mail each other..
but outside i really speechless..
no words can come out from my mouth..
i don't want to hate him without reason..
it's bad if u hate sum1 without reason..
i quickly leave da place..
i walk fast then usual..
i leave my parents behind..
aku duk kejap..
release my mind..
ok bertafakur seketika..
my mother bought ice cream..
she finished it..
then we leave the place...
suddenly aku terserempak dgn dia..
but me in car...
he too..
i think dia x nmpak..
only me recognize it..
he leave...

so,kt situ ending my day...
tyme blik tu hati aku always said i must hate him..
tp ble ok blik no reason la..
so,ak ubh pndngan ak..
b'hnti benci dia...
just wat x tau je..
yea,nothng happen between me n him..
mmg x de ap2 pown..

just ak je prasan lbey..
ak yg pupuk c***a...

so,akhir aku akn biar pergi begitu shj...
begitu shj...
nothing will happen between me n him...

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